This is for fun

Ten millions friends I have,
Its not like I have that much,
Only a crazy will have that much friends.

Sometimes I love to joke,
But no one will laugh with me,
I really think that it is kinda sad,

I'd like to make myself believe
That Goh Jian-Yong will be taller
It's hard to know if my wallet
Will ever grow fatter
Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get no hugs at all
Because I am all alone,
Stuck in my house rotting to the core

You may think I'm really lame
But I don't give a damn at all
'Cause I know that your opinion is trash

I'd like to make myself believe
That Marcus will understand this
It's hard to tell whether I would
Cheer up or stay like this
'Cause everything is never as it seems

Not going to school is really boring
(Please take me away from here)
I really hope I can play baseball
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I bother telling you
(Please take me away from here)
Its not like you can save me from this

To everyone who's out there
I weird 'cause I love to think
About something that doesn't exist

Can someone please help me now
Just tell me what can I do
To erase all my random emotions

I'd like to make myself believe
That Lee Chie Yang doesn't show off
Its hard to say whether tomorrow
Will be a sunny day
'Cause I don't know about weather forecasting

I'd like to make myself believe
That Melvin Loong will stay long
Its hard to say that I won't dare to
Speak to her anymore
'Cause everything is never as it seems

I'd like to make myself believe
That the future will be brighter
Its hard to say that I'd rather stay
Asleep when I'm awake
Because I really hate reality......