New words

All of these are copyrighted.

Coolawesome- Really awesome

Now, what are you called if you are hot and cool at the same time? At this time, you should use this word to describe yourself.

Hool= Hot+Cool

Using this word, another new word is also created,

Hoolawesome- Super hot and awesome!!!!

I will think about other words some other time.

The truth is..... who cares?

Day by day, I am getting more and more depressed. Nothing can ease my sorrows and no one can help me at all. The boredom I have right now is making my condition worst. Everything I see and everything I think of will also sadden me more. Is there nothing that can actually help? Of course, this is like asking a wall what to do. I really hope something interesting will finally happen in my life or someone special will finally appear in my life, but obviously, the chances of those stuff happening is quite little.

More depressions......

Its January 23rd year 2010. Current achievements? None. I am currently not studying at all because of my unluckiness and uselessness..... Maybe I should just accept the fact that I am still once again tied to this place. To make matters worst, all I could ever remember now would be all my past failures and nothing else. I even blew my one and only chance to escape from this depressing life of mine. I really don't understand why everyone will be complaining about the assignments from college or migrating overseas or something like that. Aren't they aware that there are people like me who wants that to happen to us but don't even have a chance. As if being alone having nothing to do isn't depressing enough, once again, I have to meet retards again. Whats with me and meeting people who don't even deserve knowing my name!? I seem to always meet those people in my life. Nothing interesting ever happen in my life, and sometimes, just when I was motivated to do something, I will just get hit hard in the face and be disappointed again. It seems like my only companion through all this sorrow is myself, this is because only me will understand the pain. I am really fed up of this world, sometimes, I really wonder if there are other worlds out there, why am I stuck here? Anyway, who care about all of this? No one was living my life.

Tar Starr Niht

Yesterday was a day long awaited by form5s through out the whole year, nope, its not the last day of school but its prom. Me, marcus, yong ken and jian-yong met up together to hang out before the prom while wearing our promwear. It felt weird and I think lots of people were looking at us. We also went and watch zombieland and it was scary and funny. After the movie, we prepared ourselves and went to the prom venue.Everyone looked different and some girls even over make up.... Not telling who were they anyway. Some guys dressed up like waiters and its kinda cool. And some guys even dressed up like a boss. After talking to teng shuin(is that how you spell his name?) we agreed on one thing, hahaha. After waiting for a long time(we had to wait while they were preparing the ballroom), we are finally allowed to go into the ballroom. But to my dismay, we have to go through some events before eating, nooooooooooo. But the events were awesome, yu beng and wei xin really rocked when they say they don't. Man, these guys sure are awesome. Finally, we can eat after that. I took lots of food and devoured them. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention I saw some scums when I was getting the desserts, they are still acting like the scums they are even during such formal(?) event. After that we had a class clown award, won by Chong Yan , best dressed award, winner of the female category was I can't remember as they weren't sporting enough and winner of the male award was Wan Kong. There was also the best couple award but the challenges they went through was kinda boring though,the winners were Woei Juan and wan ting, personally, I think its either them or Dao Han and Yong Ern. Then the prom King was Chris Chua and prom queen was Rowena Hong. I think I got the order of the events mixed up but I do remember the perfomance by Chee Hong and Felicia, they were awesome singers. We had a slow dance session after announcing the prom king and queen, it was fun for the couples but kinda saddening for people like me.... Chong Yan and Tracy went to sing after that with a band and that was when I realised Chong Yan can really sing. After that, they played some fast song and almost everyone went crazy and danced on the open dancefloor while I relaxing at my sit. The prom ended at 11-12, not sure about the time and everyone took picture with anyone they want and people began leaving. I really hope I can attend a prom like this in the future, this will be awesome.

Today

For the 1st time, I get to celebrate my birthday with my friends. It was awesome by the way. We went to play basketball at the community hall, after playing it, we(me, my bro and jian-yong) went and play Pokemon at a nearby table while waiting for marcus, yu beng and chia kuui. About 30 minutes later, they came back from yi han's house and we walked to 1u. We had our lunch(?) at wong kok char chan teng and ordered our food. Jian-yong did a really coolawesome thing, he ordered two plate of main course, ain't that awesome? Oh yeah, the connection at the restaurant was awesome, we can finally go into the global trade system in pokemon using the wifi system to trade pokemon with players all around the globe. But most of the requests for the pokemons used to trade for the pokemons the players offered are outrageous. Imagine, a lv9 sandslash? Is that even possible??? Anyway, we met luke there too and he gave me a present, how cool is that? We(people other than me/my bro) went to play bowling and met kar loke and chia kuui there, they bought presents as well. :) Oh yeah, while they were playing bowling, those who weren't playing bowling went and walk around and my, the walking around was awesome!!!!!!! I don't think it is necessary to tell why I think it was awesome though. We watch 2o12 after that and it was awesome. According to marcus and my bro, jian-yong was vibrating like a handphone set to silent mode due to excitement during the movie, lolz. The show was good but its not really that realistic, how can a simple family survive thaaaat long? They must be really lucky to survive till the end. After the movies, we hung out for a while and we started to leave one by one. My mom brought me to tony rhomas(thats how you spell it right?) for dinner, after that, I was forced to take an embarassing picture in a contest to see who has the cutest post to get a ticket to any show available at cineplex, I am glad I don't really look that gay compared to other contestants though. After that, I went home and started going online and..........

Fearless

Moral is over and I am so glad now, I am fearless, all that is left are my favourite subjects, besides accounts, but I think I am okay with accounts, anyway.

Anyway, here are the lyrics for Remember December by Demi Lovato


I feel a separation coming on
'Cause I know you want to be moving on
I wish it would snow tonight
You'd pull me in, avoid a fight
'Cause I feel a separation coming on

Just prove that there is nothing left to try
'Cause the truth I'd rather we just both deny
You kissed me with those open eyes
It says so much, it's no surprise to you
But I've got something left inside

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember, don't surrender

You said you wouldn't let them change your mind
'Cause when we're together, fire melts the ice
Our hearts are both on overdrive
Come with me, let's run tonight
Don't let these memories get left behind

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember

I remember us together with a promise of forever
We can do this, fight the pressure
Please remember December

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember, don't surrender

This song is dedicated to all the SPM students, please REMEMBER DECEMBER9and don't surrender to SPM, we are half way there.

Carnival day

Well, it took me one day to finally decide to turn on my laptop and update my blog.

Carnival day.

My school had a carnival day 1 day ago(since its still eleven something right now). The carnival day was overall okay.... As predicted by me, the number of stalls in this carnival day is quite small, so there are not much place to spend our money, so I call this the deflation of smk bu3. In the morning I reached school at 7 sumthing and started roaming around in the school as I can't find my friends.. Then the first form 5 I met was Able, it was the same for him too. Then I waited and waited then more and more of my friends started arriving one by one. By 9 I think, the friends that grouped up with me was marcus, jian-yong, shao yong, han shen, char kuui, eugene, eugene, yong ken and wayne(was there anyone else). After giving in to shao yong's demand, we went to buy marshmallow coated with chocolate from a stall. After that he dragged me to buy bubble tea from the same stall. Buying from the stall was a bad idea, the queue was long and my classmates and shao yong's friends started appearing and asked if we could help them buy too, I ended up buying 10 honey dew bubble tea and 1 blueberry bubble tea.... The worst is, the sun was so bright that I have to wear eugene's sunglasses. After my purchase, I walked around the whole school again and again. After 12, when almost all the stuff are sold out, Kar Loke and his family came and went off after a while. Before they leave, they left me a whole lot of coupons to spend and that was kinda hard for me to do so. So I ended up buying chocolate bananas(they tasted quite good you know?) until when I heard that they ran out of sticks. After that, I bought 10 cans of flavoured milk and I still have a lot of coupons to spend. Guess what I did to the coupons.................................................................... I donated it to a random stall and walked off. After that, me, Jian-Yong and my brother walked to centrepoint to meet up with marcus and the others and play games, well they did the playing, I watched them and my bro went to tuition. The carnival day was coolawesome, I really enjoyed myself that day, as it may be my last day doing this kind of stuff................