Tar Starr Niht

Yesterday was a day long awaited by form5s through out the whole year, nope, its not the last day of school but its prom. Me, marcus, yong ken and jian-yong met up together to hang out before the prom while wearing our promwear. It felt weird and I think lots of people were looking at us. We also went and watch zombieland and it was scary and funny. After the movie, we prepared ourselves and went to the prom venue.Everyone looked different and some girls even over make up.... Not telling who were they anyway. Some guys dressed up like waiters and its kinda cool. And some guys even dressed up like a boss. After talking to teng shuin(is that how you spell his name?) we agreed on one thing, hahaha. After waiting for a long time(we had to wait while they were preparing the ballroom), we are finally allowed to go into the ballroom. But to my dismay, we have to go through some events before eating, nooooooooooo. But the events were awesome, yu beng and wei xin really rocked when they say they don't. Man, these guys sure are awesome. Finally, we can eat after that. I took lots of food and devoured them. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention I saw some scums when I was getting the desserts, they are still acting like the scums they are even during such formal(?) event. After that we had a class clown award, won by Chong Yan , best dressed award, winner of the female category was I can't remember as they weren't sporting enough and winner of the male award was Wan Kong. There was also the best couple award but the challenges they went through was kinda boring though,the winners were Woei Juan and wan ting, personally, I think its either them or Dao Han and Yong Ern. Then the prom King was Chris Chua and prom queen was Rowena Hong. I think I got the order of the events mixed up but I do remember the perfomance by Chee Hong and Felicia, they were awesome singers. We had a slow dance session after announcing the prom king and queen, it was fun for the couples but kinda saddening for people like me.... Chong Yan and Tracy went to sing after that with a band and that was when I realised Chong Yan can really sing. After that, they played some fast song and almost everyone went crazy and danced on the open dancefloor while I relaxing at my sit. The prom ended at 11-12, not sure about the time and everyone took picture with anyone they want and people began leaving. I really hope I can attend a prom like this in the future, this will be awesome.

Today

For the 1st time, I get to celebrate my birthday with my friends. It was awesome by the way. We went to play basketball at the community hall, after playing it, we(me, my bro and jian-yong) went and play Pokemon at a nearby table while waiting for marcus, yu beng and chia kuui. About 30 minutes later, they came back from yi han's house and we walked to 1u. We had our lunch(?) at wong kok char chan teng and ordered our food. Jian-yong did a really coolawesome thing, he ordered two plate of main course, ain't that awesome? Oh yeah, the connection at the restaurant was awesome, we can finally go into the global trade system in pokemon using the wifi system to trade pokemon with players all around the globe. But most of the requests for the pokemons used to trade for the pokemons the players offered are outrageous. Imagine, a lv9 sandslash? Is that even possible??? Anyway, we met luke there too and he gave me a present, how cool is that? We(people other than me/my bro) went to play bowling and met kar loke and chia kuui there, they bought presents as well. :) Oh yeah, while they were playing bowling, those who weren't playing bowling went and walk around and my, the walking around was awesome!!!!!!! I don't think it is necessary to tell why I think it was awesome though. We watch 2o12 after that and it was awesome. According to marcus and my bro, jian-yong was vibrating like a handphone set to silent mode due to excitement during the movie, lolz. The show was good but its not really that realistic, how can a simple family survive thaaaat long? They must be really lucky to survive till the end. After the movies, we hung out for a while and we started to leave one by one. My mom brought me to tony rhomas(thats how you spell it right?) for dinner, after that, I was forced to take an embarassing picture in a contest to see who has the cutest post to get a ticket to any show available at cineplex, I am glad I don't really look that gay compared to other contestants though. After that, I went home and started going online and..........

Fearless

Moral is over and I am so glad now, I am fearless, all that is left are my favourite subjects, besides accounts, but I think I am okay with accounts, anyway.

Anyway, here are the lyrics for Remember December by Demi Lovato


I feel a separation coming on
'Cause I know you want to be moving on
I wish it would snow tonight
You'd pull me in, avoid a fight
'Cause I feel a separation coming on

Just prove that there is nothing left to try
'Cause the truth I'd rather we just both deny
You kissed me with those open eyes
It says so much, it's no surprise to you
But I've got something left inside

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember, don't surrender

You said you wouldn't let them change your mind
'Cause when we're together, fire melts the ice
Our hearts are both on overdrive
Come with me, let's run tonight
Don't let these memories get left behind

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember

I remember us together with a promise of forever
We can do this, fight the pressure
Please remember December

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember, don't surrender

This song is dedicated to all the SPM students, please REMEMBER DECEMBER9and don't surrender to SPM, we are half way there.

Carnival day

Well, it took me one day to finally decide to turn on my laptop and update my blog.

Carnival day.

My school had a carnival day 1 day ago(since its still eleven something right now). The carnival day was overall okay.... As predicted by me, the number of stalls in this carnival day is quite small, so there are not much place to spend our money, so I call this the deflation of smk bu3. In the morning I reached school at 7 sumthing and started roaming around in the school as I can't find my friends.. Then the first form 5 I met was Able, it was the same for him too. Then I waited and waited then more and more of my friends started arriving one by one. By 9 I think, the friends that grouped up with me was marcus, jian-yong, shao yong, han shen, char kuui, eugene, eugene, yong ken and wayne(was there anyone else). After giving in to shao yong's demand, we went to buy marshmallow coated with chocolate from a stall. After that he dragged me to buy bubble tea from the same stall. Buying from the stall was a bad idea, the queue was long and my classmates and shao yong's friends started appearing and asked if we could help them buy too, I ended up buying 10 honey dew bubble tea and 1 blueberry bubble tea.... The worst is, the sun was so bright that I have to wear eugene's sunglasses. After my purchase, I walked around the whole school again and again. After 12, when almost all the stuff are sold out, Kar Loke and his family came and went off after a while. Before they leave, they left me a whole lot of coupons to spend and that was kinda hard for me to do so. So I ended up buying chocolate bananas(they tasted quite good you know?) until when I heard that they ran out of sticks. After that, I bought 10 cans of flavoured milk and I still have a lot of coupons to spend. Guess what I did to the coupons.................................................................... I donated it to a random stall and walked off. After that, me, Jian-Yong and my brother walked to centrepoint to meet up with marcus and the others and play games, well they did the playing, I watched them and my bro went to tuition. The carnival day was coolawesome, I really enjoyed myself that day, as it may be my last day doing this kind of stuff................

What if?

What if I am not myself in the first place, what will happen?
What if I didn't go smk bu3 in the first place, will everything be better or worst?
What if I didn't didn't meet everyone at all, will stuff ever be different?
What if I leave this place,will that influence anything?
What if my luck was better, will I be happier?
What if I can change every single thing in my life, will it really be better for me?
What if I never existed in this world but only in other worlds?
What if I am an extrovert instead of an introvert?
What if I was able to do it in the past?
What if I found that person?
What if I was more confident?
What if I studied more in the past?
What if I did not miss out so much all the time?
What if I wasn't picked on all the time?
I hope someday, I will be able to answer those question myself.

Tong Hua (Chuaaaaaaaaan ver) pin yin

Okaay, some of the lyrics may not make sense,this is just a joke, I repeat, just a joke!!!! Here goes:

Wo wang le duo jiu, jai mei you chuan le,
Dan shi wo ding bu sun le.
Wo hai ji de wo, sang chi juo de shi, na shi, wo
bi jiao chuaaaan.
Wo chuan je dui ni suo, ni si bu ke neng ying wo de,
Ni yao ying, jiu deng jiu jiu la.
Wo dang shi jen de chuan wo hai shi jen de chuan,
Wo sien jai yao juo jui chuan deeee

Chorus:
Wo bu yuan gei ni liang kuai chien,
ying wei ni sang chi ju jue wo,
wo sien jai yi jing gen bie ren gao gei ler,
Dan ching ni ji de wo sien jai shi ge hen chuan de gay,
suo yiiii, wo bu ai ni le....

Wo hai ji de na shi,
ni ju jie wo de yuan ying si,
wo jen de shi hen chuan,
dang wo thing jian na ju hua,
Wo ding bu sun le,
Ying wei chuan shi MY THING

Chorus:

Wo hai jue de, ni ying gai,
ACCEPT wo de liang kuai chien,
rang hou wo jiu ke yi chuan gei bie ren kan,
dan shi ni chue reject wo gei ni naaaaa liang kuai chien,
suo yi wo sien jai ling yuan bien gei.

Wo yao bien chen,
i ge you DESPO you chuan de GAY,
chang kai shuang sou,
jua ge ren THEN MOLEST tha,
Ni yao xiang xing,
WITHOUT ni wo hui despo dao je yang,
suo yiii PLEASE ACCEPT MY liang kuai chien. X2

Cing ni IGNORE ME BEING CHUAN.......


Well this is it, you all know pretty well who should be the one singing this song right, I guess not.... Anyway, if you do know, please don't tell that person. I did this just for fun. I do not own the song anyway, okay?

Effects

Hmmmm, 1 more month till SPM. Eventhough I am kinda disgusted by this, but I gotta admit, my life literally depends on it. It will decide if I can carry on with achieving my dream. Well, its a live or die situation now, sheesh.
Lets look at the effects when I succeed or fail.

If I succeed:
-I can finally prove everyone wrong!!!
- I will be closer to my dreams
- I will be able to meet better competitors
- I get make a statement
- I will not suffer......

If I do fail:
- Emo for years
- fail to achieve my dreams
- Will be irratated my whole life
- Everyone will be right for looking down on me

For me, my choice is made, I choose to....................... That is decided!!!!!!!!