After complaining of being bored this whole time, I realised that wasn't really the real problem I have. The real problem lies in my heart. All this time, I was just lying to myself that I was bored. Maybe in the beginning of the year, like for the first 10 days, I was just bored. I was bored of being bored after a while and stopped being bored. In the end, my real problem was the fact that I am all alone, still stuck in the past while everyone proceeded to the future. They have new hobbies, new stuff to do, new friends, new stuff to study and everything new. At the mean time, all I was doing was to sit at home doing nothing. I am aware that some friends who even bothered to care told me to go find a job, but working isn't something I wanna do now, all I want is just to study like last time with friends and have fun and joke around. Geez, I just made myself more depressed after thinking about my future school.... Lets see, I guess I am going form 6, where it will get very lonely for me, not to mention I am still stuck with general paper. The only thing that comforts me would be form 6 being VERY challenging and I will be able to concentrate more since, well, I will be alone after all.
Man, its hard to change like everyone else, everyone seemed to be able to socialise more since they went college, or where they like that since last time just that I didn't notice. Guess no one cared anyway, I am just a nobody.

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This is the time where I will finally issue war.

Stuff I will never study because I dislike them:
A. Business (You don't have to study to do business)
B. Hospitality( Not against cooking though, I love cooking,but learning how to serve?Definitely a no no)
C. Accounting(Whats the point of counting
D. Anything related to history( I don't care about the past unless its interesting)
E. Law (I hate rules)
Common reasons why I dislike them: Imagine being stranded in an island, will any of these save you? As I said, I didn't include cooking.

So what if you earn big in the end, but you have to know one thing, money can't buy everything even though its the thing that most people want, and its also the thing that is as powerful as "love".

Subjects I love are the ones with cold hard facts(not statistics, as it exist because of humans), what I love are the studies about nature and matter as they are there long before humans exist.

April blues

Crap, its the beginning of april and I am still stuck in this situation.
Ever wonder what happens when you ask for help, no one hear you? You can ask me, but not here,I am saying this 'cause a certain someone I know who actually reads this will do it here.
Let me tell a story, just joking, at least it not on this blog, I will update the other one soon, I didn't touch it since July last year. I missed quite a lot this year, scratch that, did I say quite? I mean I missed out a whole lot. Sheesh, every single year, during april fool, I will prank people, but looks like its not gonna happen anymore. To be frank, I didn't know I'd say this, but I kinda missed my class from form 5, no, its my friends from form 5. I may not enjoy the whole year, but they became the reason why I can still be happy sometimes. Sadly, now, its nothing but sweet memories.