Into the world unknown.

When I look around, I see everyone enjoying their life,
though this may be wrong, but I have this sinking feeling in my heart,
I guess this is because I am alone,
and I will be alone facing the unknown world that lies ahead of me,
is this what I am destined to do? Always facing the unknown?
Maybe this is why everything seems like a dream when I have friends with me,
maybe it is a dream from the start and I just woke up from this dream.
I have to meet more new people with new me again I guess.


And I just realised one thing, this happens to me every single time I graduate.

Stay away from me.

Its approaching me, I can feel its breath behind my neck, I thought I escaped from it after form three but I was wrong. Its still following me, guess it is impossible to run from my failure, I must do what people must do when out of option, overcome the failure.

Every being seeks to be whole by doing something important. An empty
heart feels the same, its incomplete and seek completion. An empty heart
is just like an empty room at night, looking into that room is just a sad sight.
There are lots of way of completing the empty heart, just like there are many
ways of filling up the room. But the weirdest thing is, sometimes, when the heart is
whole, it will miss being empty, being incomplete.