Sunday, October 18, 2009

What if?

What if I am not myself in the first place, what will happen?
What if I didn't go smk bu3 in the first place, will everything be better or worst?
What if I didn't didn't meet everyone at all, will stuff ever be different?
What if I leave this place,will that influence anything?
What if my luck was better, will I be happier?
What if I can change every single thing in my life, will it really be better for me?
What if I never existed in this world but only in other worlds?
What if I am an extrovert instead of an introvert?
What if I was able to do it in the past?
What if I found that person?
What if I was more confident?
What if I studied more in the past?
What if I did not miss out so much all the time?
What if I wasn't picked on all the time?
I hope someday, I will be able to answer those question myself.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Tong Hua (Chuaaaaaaaaan ver) pin yin

Okaay, some of the lyrics may not make sense,this is just a joke, I repeat, just a joke!!!! Here goes:

Wo wang le duo jiu, jai mei you chuan le,
Dan shi wo ding bu sun le.
Wo hai ji de wo, sang chi juo de shi, na shi, wo
bi jiao chuaaaan.
Wo chuan je dui ni suo, ni si bu ke neng ying wo de,
Ni yao ying, jiu deng jiu jiu la.
Wo dang shi jen de chuan wo hai shi jen de chuan,
Wo sien jai yao juo jui chuan deeee

Chorus:
Wo bu yuan gei ni liang kuai chien,
ying wei ni sang chi ju jue wo,
wo sien jai yi jing gen bie ren gao gei ler,
Dan ching ni ji de wo sien jai shi ge hen chuan de gay,
suo yiiii, wo bu ai ni le....

Wo hai ji de na shi,
ni ju jie wo de yuan ying si,
wo jen de shi hen chuan,
dang wo thing jian na ju hua,
Wo ding bu sun le,
Ying wei chuan shi MY THING

Chorus:

Wo hai jue de, ni ying gai,
ACCEPT wo de liang kuai chien,
rang hou wo jiu ke yi chuan gei bie ren kan,
dan shi ni chue reject wo gei ni naaaaa liang kuai chien,
suo yi wo sien jai ling yuan bien gei.

Wo yao bien chen,
i ge you DESPO you chuan de GAY,
chang kai shuang sou,
jua ge ren THEN MOLEST tha,
Ni yao xiang xing,
WITHOUT ni wo hui despo dao je yang,
suo yiii PLEASE ACCEPT MY liang kuai chien. X2

Cing ni IGNORE ME BEING CHUAN.......


Well this is it, you all know pretty well who should be the one singing this song right, I guess not.... Anyway, if you do know, please don't tell that person. I did this just for fun. I do not own the song anyway, okay?

Friday, October 16, 2009

Effects

Hmmmm, 1 more month till SPM. Eventhough I am kinda disgusted by this, but I gotta admit, my life literally depends on it. It will decide if I can carry on with achieving my dream. Well, its a live or die situation now, sheesh.
Lets look at the effects when I succeed or fail.

If I succeed:
-I can finally prove everyone wrong!!!
- I will be closer to my dreams
- I will be able to meet better competitors
- I get make a statement
- I will not suffer......

If I do fail:
- Emo for years
- fail to achieve my dreams
- Will be irratated my whole life
- Everyone will be right for looking down on me

For me, my choice is made, I choose to....................... That is decided!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Graduation

Well, it has been a long time since I blogged, and its kinda dusty now.... Lolz, how can something in the internet get dusty? Well its a figure of speech. Wow, I answered myself. Moving on, my graduation was yesterday and almost everyone I know said that it was an unofficial graduation as we did not really end our school year yet, funny right? I think this is because, most probably, after SPM, everyone will be busy doing their stuff. You know? Going on a vacation and stuff like that. Now, the graduation was kinda short and you can see the students wearing formal wear, it seemed like we are attending some kinda party.After some looooooooooooooooooooooong speeches by our one and only Puan Azizah and a guy I forgot his name, I will just call him proffesor chocolate(luke and I agreed that his name sounded like chocolate) and waiting for so darn loong, we were asked to go on stage to receive our album(?).Something really funny happened when I went on stage, my hands were sweaty and cold and a VIP on the stage shook hands with me..... The graduation can be called a success I guess, the perfomances were okay except for one, that perfomance was AWESOME, owning other performance, but in order to not hurt other performer's feeling, I will not say which performance was the one that owned other performances (hints: Iwas playing kar loke's PSP at some point during the performances). As for the "feast" I was looking forward to, they gave us chicken rice, a cute little(tiny) cupcake and a watermelon.....T^T I was hoping that the "feast" was really a feast...... But what disappoints me the most is that I didn't take much pictures... And the worst is, I didn't get to take a picture with someone....... But what I managed to do is to take a really awesome picture, urm hope you don't mind guys. I was just happy for my lucky friend. Finally.......

Awesome right, as for chie yang, lee hang was also in the picture by accident

So am I ending this now, and I hope I too will be able to have the luck to do something like that in the future.........

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Survey (did it for fun)

TEN HOW'S:
How did you get one of your scars?
I don't have any

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
Dinner at some fancy restaurant at bangsar

How are you feeling at this moment?
Sleepy

How did your night go last night?
Its normal.

How did you do in high school?
I'm still in high school, I am doing fine anyway

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
Duh.... I bought it?

How often do you see ur best friend?
Every day, I am with him all the time

How much money did you spend last month?
GASP, you don't wanna know

How old do you want to be when you get married?
Don't care, as long as it wouldn't affect my future

How old will you be at your next birthday?
17, *sigh, my "sweet" 16 wasn't so sweet last year, sheesh, most of my friends forgot bout it,
except one or two of them.

NINE WHAT'S:

Your mothers name?
Summer

What did you do last weekend?
Hmmm, wasting my whole day!?

What is the most important part of your life?
My dream

What would you rather be doing?
Hmmm, flying...

What did you last cry over?
My own uncapabality and foolishness.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Listening to music, playing games, and sleeping

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Hmm, tough question. Maybe its the personality and the will

What are you worried about?
My exams

What did you have for breakfast?
Branch- roti canai

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Hmmmm, yeah but she didn't have a boyfriend when I started liking her at first.

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yeah, countless times. I so darn tired of it

Have you ever been out of the country?
Yeah, once

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Yup, and I regretted it

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Yup, loads of times, and it hurts

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
Have I ever? Of course not, I am still a virgin.

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
How I wish, but no, I have never dated anyone in my entire life, unless harvest moon is counted.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Heck yeah,and it was not fun.....

SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
My brother

Who was the last person you texted?
My mom

Who was the last person you hungout with?
Hsu hung, kah kit, wei xin, long xiang and leon

Who was the last person to call you?
My auntie

Who did you last hug?
Can't remember

Who is the last person who texted you?
Joseph

Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?
Depends, do I have to mean it? Because I said it to lots of people and I can't remember who,
don't worry, all of it were jokes. You know me.

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friends live?
Best friends? As in plural? Well, they all live around me, except for a few

Where did you last go?
A steamboat restaurant, and the owner's daugther is gorgeous.

Where did you last hang out?
1 utama

Where do you go to school?
SMK BU(3)

Where is your favorite place to be?
Hmmm, anywhere but here

Where did you sleep last night?
At home?

FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
Yup, but I don't want to like her

Do you think anyone likes you?
Yup, I'm pretty sure someone likes me, just joking. How would I know? And it doesn't matter.... I never have luck in this kind of stuff........

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
No way, if I were someone else, my future will be different

Do you know the muffin man?
Muffin man? Hmmm, is that a bread? Is that a cup? NO, ITS MUFFIN MAN.

Does the future scare you?
No, I will face it and make sure my future is the one I want.

FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
Hmm, no idea.

Why did you get a myspace?
I don't have one

Why are you doing this survey?
Because its fun? Kinda...

THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be?
I will want a power that can bend space and distort time.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Nope, as even the smallest change in the past can cause a drastic change in the future, but if you
ignore that fact, then yeah, I would like to change my way of thinking in the past.

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
A functioning waterproof and solar powered handphone that can receive reception anywhere.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
How? I don't even have an ex.

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Yes. I was planning to shave it anyway.

ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
No, far from it, I am going to make sure I will be in the future

Yat Hongology

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***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your fav salad dressing of your choice?
Hmmm. No idea, anything goes.

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
I have no idea....

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Marshmallow......

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Hmmm, mozarella cheese is a must, As for the meat, how about chicken chunks? Well, pepporoni is nice too, pineapple, hmm, oh ya, MUSHROOMS... And bacon... :P

What do you like to put on your toast?
urm, garlic spread, butter or maybe berry jams

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
2 , cool huh? But only one of them is used.

What color of cell phone do you have?
Black.

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Left Handed

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
I will go with my body's waste products.

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A truck!!! Hahaha, lolz, hmmm, not really sure...... hen yu+mior+christopher chua? Nah, thats
not the heaviest....

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
No, curious about how it feels like.

************BULLCRAP-OLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Guess so... So I can cherish my my life....

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Hong Yat, hahaha

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Sure, why not, getting paid for drinking hot sauce? Awesome!!!!

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
0 pairs.

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Didn't happen even once.

Last person you talked to?
My brother.....

Last person you hugged?
Hmmm, Hmmmmm, Urmmm, can't remember... I do remember its not a girl. T^T

**************FAVORIT-OLOGY****************

Season?
Spring, well, I like seeing spring in Japan, all the sakura petals and stuff, but I'm in a country
with only one season.... SUMMER!!!!!!

Holiday?
Easter Day, this is meant to be a gag

Day of the week?
Friday, the last day of school.

Month?
December

***********CURRENT-OLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
Yeah, someone not worth it..... And this is coming from me....

Mood?
Anxious

What are you listening to?
The sound of my fan whirling on top of me

Watching?
The desktop screen.

Worrying about?
My exams :-o

***************RANDOMO-LOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
My bathroom.

What's the last movie you watch?
Harry Potter and the half blood prince

Do you smile often?
Haha, NO

***************QUESTIONS*****************

1) Do you always answer your phone?
If my phone was with me and if I know someone is calling

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Digi sending its retarded and annoying ads

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Urm, I would only want to change my pupils to red colours, haha, then I will look evil.

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
I will have one chaos gem juice please.

5) Do you own a digital camera?
Shared... *sigh

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yup

7) Favorite Christmas song?
None

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Urm, a real katana will be nice. Gundam models will do fine too, remember my birthday..
Its *-**-1992

9) Can you do push ups?
Yeah

10) Can you do a chin up?
Yup

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Yeah, excited, but not nervous. The number of possibilities amuses me.

12) Do you have any saved texts?
Yup

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
nope

14) Do you have an accent?
nope

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
A song that will make me CRY? I would like to listen to it. Should be nice if it could make me
cry. I love emo songs

16) Plans tonight?
Study.... Zzzzzzzzzzzz

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah.... But I'm not gonna let it happen to me again

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
Food, a book and more food

19) Have you ever been given roses?
Nope, why would I be given roses?

20) Current worry?
Exams

21) Current hate right now?
My own foolishness + the stupidity that follows me around

22) Met someone who changed your life?
Hmmmm, well actually, everyone you meet will determine how your life is going to be
like. Lolz, in order words, a minor thing can actually change the world. Awesome!!!

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
Forgot

24) What song represents you?
Hmmmm, none really..

25) Name three people who might complete this?
Marcus, Jian-yong( he did) and me

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
Playing games

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
The time

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Let me show you

Hey, I'm telling you retards again, I went to do it in front of everyone to prove myself worthy, so stop reminding me on how I failed you RETARDS, at least I have more balls compared to all of you RETARDS so shut the F**k up you f**king scum, I'm sorry that I'm using this language, eventhough you guys are my friends, but you guys took it to far. How about this, the next time, I will make sure I can laugh in your face when the TIME comes, you will know when it comes, you f**king RETARDS.